whew.

gapapa kali,  dear.

masi mending kamu,  i think.  at least you still have the courage to express your sorrows truthfully to others.

lha gw? kalo ada temen tukutuk dateng ato telp ato sms ato whatever, mau curhat, gw langsung (sok bergaya) smangat 45 ‘ayo, ayo, silaken’. berlagak sok pendengar yang baik dan benar,  sok bijak menasehati ( atau menyesatkan yah? huahuahaua)
padahal,  look at myself!  it’s just a bunch of ruins!
kadang gw merasa kaya Amelie Poulain, gw sibuk memperhatikan masalah orang-orang,  sementara masalah gw sendiri berceceran tumpah di jalanan. dan gw bahkan gak punya keberanian untuk dengan tulus membaginya ke orang lain!!!

sad it is,  i admit.  hypocrite i am.

perhaps (at least for the moment) the only person i consider to share is you (sorry to bother you) as i cannot find another one who can listen and still be neutral to my problems. (selain my beloved blog tentunya, heheheh)
actually,  it might not sound as an honour for you.  a burden,  perhaps,  yes,  it is.
so,  i’m really sorry to bother you with my weakness.

sorry.

and thanks very much.