lagi-lagi no good for me

You’re a mystery,
you are the heart of intrigue
You’re no good
no, no good for me

You have no idea
That I’m walking through the clouds
When you’re looking at me
I’m feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you’re all that I see
But it’s no good for me
No it’s no good for me…, yeah, no good for me…

It’s ‘No good for me’ all over again.

Play with other’s feeling.
That’s what you like to do.
That ‘s what you’re best at.
Near, you say words to express how much you care.
Far, you play like you never know me.
You’re so sweet like artificial sweetener
Then your ignorance ruins all the good tastes like bitterness of the aftertastes
You keep switching between sensitive-insensitive
You’re mad when you notice someone hurt me
Yet you don’t care when it’s you who’s hurting me
You offer me your hands before you pierce my heart apart
You play as you like
Yes, you are such a mystery
An enigma is just what you are
Intrigue is your favourite game

To be trapped in such a whirlwind is boring
Hey, it’s enough when i said enough
It’s time for a revenge
Time to play the game
I’ll kick the ball away, like you often did on the field
Time to be a whirlwind myself
I’ll hurl you down , crush you onto the earth
I’ll laugh at your crumbled remains
Maybe it’ll teach both of us
The meaning of mutual relationship

don’t say you love me

I’ve seen this place a thousand times
I’ve felt this all before
And every time you call
I’ve waited there as though you might not call at all
I know this face I’m wearing now
I’ve seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I’m still afraid
That you’ll be leaving anytime
We’ve done this once and then you closed the door
Don’t let me fall again
nothing more

Don’t say you love me unless forever
Don’t tell me you need me, if you’re not gonna stay
Don’t give me this feeling, I’ll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I’ve caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
and dreaming of your touch
it’s all too much
you know I don’t have any choice

Don’t say you love me unless forever
Don’t tell me you need me, if you’re not gonna stay
Don’t give me this feeling, I’ll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

(‘don’t say you love me’ by the corrs)

i never loved you anyway

Why do you keep forcing me to hear? Why me? Why should i care?
It’s your life. Your ideal. We share nothing of it. It’s all has nothing to do with me. Damn all your plans for life. I’m just sick of hearing it.
What are you to me anyway? Nothing. We are not even good friends.
I thought we were. But I was so wrong. So you think you can keep sharing anything to me? Well, I’m not hearing any of it now. Not anymore. I’m sorry but I’m not your ‘ideal & stereotypical housewife’ who waits faithfully and loyally for you to come home, doesn’t wonder where you have been all night and when you finally comes home, hears all your gripes, grumbles, and groans attentively and then consoles you affectionately and full of devotion. That’s just not me. I do wonder. I keep feeling the pain, not knowing where you go, what you do. You shares only anything you need and want to. You keep sharing your pains and keep the joy to yourself. I used to consider it as the burden of love. But it was not. At all. Not anymore.
I’ll stop playing a foolish lover. I want to stop being a blind man.

I never loved you anyway

You bored me with your stories
I can’t believe that I endured you for as long as I did.
I’m happy it’s over,I’m only sorry that I didn’t make the move before you.
And when you go I will remember
To send a thank you note to that girl (Ooh that girl)
I see she’s holding you so tender

Well I just wanna say…(Just wanna say)
I never really loved you anyway
No I didn’t love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I’m so glad you’re moving away

Valentino, I don’t think so.
You’re watching MTV while I lie dreaming in an empty bed
And come to think of it
I was misled
My flat, my food, my everything
And thoughts inside my head
Before you go I must remember
To have a quiet word with that girl (Ooh that girl)
Does she know you’re not a spender?

Well I just have to say…( i just have to say)
I never really loved you anyway
No I didn’t love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I’m so happy you’re moving away
Yeah, I am
Yeah, I am
And when you go I will remember
I must remember to say…
I never really loved you anyway
No I didn’t love you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I never really loved you anyway
I never loved you anyway
No I didn’t love you anyway
I never truly loved you anyway
Never really loved you anyway
(I never loved you anyway,never loved you anyway,
I never loved you…)
I’m so happy you’re moving away
Yeah, I’m delighted you’re moving away,
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

(‘i never loved you anyway’ by the Corrs)

(hihihi, lagunya terlalu berlebihan ya untuk ini? jadian aja kagak pernah kok bisa bubar..wakakaka. Yah, yang penting agak2 mirip lah…hohoho)

something about you

I could talk to you for days
You make me laugh one thousand ways
Not realising (you for me)
Like hot water (and my tea cup)

I’m enchanted by your smile
I must admit took a while
For me to see that (this was something)
More than (he’s my friend, it’s nothing)

I hope to God, you feel the way I feel
Cause this could be amazing
Something so super real

There’s something about you
And you don’t even know it
I’m telling you now that you got me good
There’s something about you
And I can’t help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I’m not alone
With you I’m home, I’ve gotta let you know
You got me good

Your style, your voice, your points of view
The good the bad and ugly too
Boy I’ll take it (give it to me)
I’ll be careful (give it to me)

Addiction don’t dome close to this
Official is what this sh- is
Still I can’t say
No I can’t say that (I’m in love)

I hope to God, you feel the way I feel
Cause this could be amazing
Something so super real

There’s something about you
And you don’t even know it
I’m telling you now that you got me good
There’s something about you
And I can’t help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I’m not alone
With you I’m home, I’ve gotta let you know
You got me good

I just wanna
Be your all and all
I just wanna be the one to make you fall
I wanna take you away
I want you to be with me
I want you here with me forever
Be my holiday

Let me take you away
There’s something about you

There’s something about you
And you don’t even know it
I’m telling you now that you got me good
There’s something about you
And I can’t help but show it
Damn it you got me good
Now I’m not alone
With you I’m home, I’ve gotta let you know
You got me good

‘something about you’ as performed by Jamelia

i was so wrong

(sitting in a cramped bus on a jammed street)
I thought i don’t care at all
I thought it is nothing for me

(a bad news through internet connection)
your smile fade away
you sound like in despair

(a text editor in the cellphone)
dark clouds in the eyes
+
bitterness in the voice
=
unbearable heartache that [almost] makes one cry

(a mirror in the restroom)
can’t help to
taste the red wine of sorrow you feel
get drunk on it
eventhough i don’t even ‘know’ the cast of characters

(a night in a damp bedroom)
smiles return to your visage
though fibres of dismal is there still
a temporary relieve to my weak heart

Back away

Oh, how crowded. People all over the place.
You start to pull yourself away. Like you always did. Covering yourself in the corner.
‘So hot I can hardly breathe.’ You said.
I understand you can’t stand the heat. Yeah, me, too, darling. I know it’s just so hot.
But I don’t think that’s the real cause. I’m quite sure it’s because the persons are my friends, none of yours. So you choose to back away.
‘I just need a little space.’
Oh, yes, sure. Anything for you, my love.
You shut your mouth up ever so tightly.
You’re almost like a stranger to me. Where’s the boy who talked so much of his anguish? Where’s the expressive person I used to know?
You seemed like 2 persons in one body.
So, which one is the real you?

Beautiful day without you

Now can I (forget the pain)
Living on my guard (guarded)
Wind is on my neck (fateless)
Sun is on my face (have courage)
A beautiful day without you (without you)
And still I’m spoiled
Feeling refined
This beautiful day
Makes me sigh…

From “Beautiful Day Without You” by Royksopp from the album “The Understanding”

Have you ever

Have you ever loved
somebody so much

It makes you cry

Have you ever needed
something so bad

You can’t sleep at night

Have you ever tried to
find the words

But they don’t come out
right

Have you ever, have
you ever

Have you ever been in
love

Been in love so bad

You’d do anything to
make them understand

Have you ever had
someone steal your
heart away

You’d give anything to
make them feel the
same

Have you ever searched
for words to get you in
their heart

But you don’t know what
to say

And you don’t know
where to start
…

( From the song ‘Have you ever?’ performed by Brandy)